WHILE WE ARE APART / Beverly (Mother) WHILE WE ARE APART I WILL HOLD YOU IN MY HEART AND NEVER LET YOU GO
Sweet Harley, Distance may separate us, But my Heart will never let you go, For I carry a part of you with me always, It keeps me going through the day It brings a smile to my face And tears to my eyes It is a part of my dreams That I live for and cherish That part is my wish, my only one, To see you again soon I know that wish will someday come true, But for now I will hold you in My Heart The Memory Of You And Never Let You Go!!!
I Love You & Miss You Always & Forever!!!! Love, Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Memories of School Days / Beverly (Mother) Sweet Harley, I have missed writing to you these past few days as I haven't been feeling well and I seem to just be exhausted and falling asleep on the couch and then getting up and going to work. Dan and I didn't get to visit you Sunday as we went to Gainesville to see Drew in the hospital, he won't be discharged till the end of month, he is running a fever and they have him on potent meds. and can't figure out why he is having the fever. The pressure sore is starting to heal and he has quite a few stiches, he will always have to be careful about the sores, as this one lead to a bad infection. Drew brought a smile to my face as he was telling Dan and I about the time you guys were working on the roof of thee shed. He said he told you, "H" the roof is all rotted because of the leaves just sitting there and rotting and you said," Nah" and the next thing you went through the roof and he was laughing so hard he couldn't pull you up, of course he said you were not hurt, you just needed help getting pulled up. It is stories like this that I love to hear, all the good times that you have had. Harley you are missed and loved by many people, of course, none more so than your family and especially me, Mother's have a special bond between their children, we carry you for 9 months and feel the life inside of us, and to have our beautiful child die before us is just devastating. I miss you more and more each day and the pain and the heartache dosen't get any easier, it get's harder. I long to hold you, kiss you, see your handsome face and beautiful smile, ask you how your day was, these things I can not do anymore, my heart and soul have been ripped apart. I have been going through a bag of school papers and I have found some papers from different grades, so I have put them on your web site, that way I can always look at them, they will be on here for a lifetime. Jerry and his girlfriend came by the other night, he has a picture of you, him and Jacob and the next time he gets over this way he will bring me the picture to put on your site. Dan and I will out to visit you Sunday, as I am always anxious to visit you. I am falling asleep while writing this, so I am going to go to bed for now, watch over everyone and especially Johnny and Drew, give them strength and guidance. Until next time My Precious Harley....... You Are Always In My Thoughts And Forever In My Heart!!!! I Love And Miss You Like Crazy!!! Love, Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
IF WE COULD HAVE YOU BACK..... / Beverly (Mother)
Harley, IF we could have you back for just one day There would be so many things we would like to say IF we could just be with you one whole day To have you close and know that you really are Okay.
IF we had known that you would be gone forever, IF we had known all those ties were going to be severed. IF we had known the pain, the loss, and the ache, IF we had known the difference without you would make.
In the darkness you slipped away from us all, Now it's just your memories and pictures that we have to recall. They say that parting is such sweet sorrow, But it's the longing, the wondering, and how to cope with tomorrow.
They say that grieving a child is the very worst, Cause life's plan is that the parent's should go first.
Now all we have are memories, the good times that we had.
We spend so much time in tears, and pain, and feeling sad.
So if we could have you back for just one day, You could let us know, how to cope until that Judgement Day,
When we'll be together as a Family once again, When we'll all be happy and free from all this pain,
OH! It's so hard to live when your child has to die, Then we spend our Lifetime trying to say Goodbye
Dedicated to my Son, Harley "H" Scott Walls HARLEY, YOU ARE LOVED AND MISSED BY ALL WHO KNEW YOU!!!!!
HARLEY, YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND FOREVER IN MY HEART!!!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Harley's Pics / Cheryl Lovett (saw on web site ) To Harley's family, I think you did an excellent job on your sons site. I know how you feel, cause my 23 year old son, Dustin has been with his angels for only 4 months now and I feel so lost . I check my mail and look at alot of the sites from here and yours caught my eye. I can only say how sorry I am and give you strength and tell you I am here for you even thou I dont know you. I havent changed anything in Dustins room. I cant bare to see it any different. I have his clothes he had on with he passed and I go into his room every nite and hold his clothes close to my heart and cry until he gives me a hug and says" Mom, I love you and you know I will always be here with you". I get chocked up just writing this, but I just wanted to let you know I will keep you and your family in my prayers . Thanks for sharing his pics. I want to get Dustin a web site, but I cant seem to stay focused yet. Stay strong,
Cheryl from Fayetteville Ga.
For Harley's Parents / Jane Throckmorton I am so sorry for the loss of your handsome son, Harley. I lost my son Evan in an auto accident April 21, 2004 at the age of 21 so I know only too well the heartbreak you are suffering. You have created a very loving and touching tribute for your son. What a beautiful smile he has! Thank you for sharing, I know it took courage. I would like to invite you to view my son's site www.ourchurch.com/member/c/celebrate_evan. God bless you and give you peace. Evan's Mama, Jane
Lost And Empty Without You / Beverly (Mother) My Sweet Harley, You are constantly on my mind and forever in my Heart!!! Today is Sunday and as you know I always go to visit you, Dan went with me, as he worries about me going out by myself. Your rose bush is doing well and I'm hoping that it will be full of blooms soon. I thought Drew was out of the hospital, but he is still in there, he had to have surgery to remove a piece of pelvic bone that was infected and they want to make sure that he is doing well before he gets discharged, please look out for him, he will need your guidance and love. Drew just had a birthday so he is now 21 and I know that you wished him a Happy Birthday. Time passes very quickly, the years went by so fast and I wish I could bring back those days. My Heart aches for all of the parent's that have lost a child, because this is the worst pain to have to endure. I cannot accept that this was *your time.* I feel so lost and empty without you!!! I have to go about my daily chores eat, sleep, work etc. but know that you are always in my Thoughts and You are Forever in My Heart!!! I will forever treasure all the beautiful memories that I have of our lives together,you were such a sweet, loving, kind and compassionate human being, how could this happen? Why did this happen? These are questions I will never know the answer to, but it would not help even if I knew the answer. So many things come to my mind, like the way you would get out of the shower and flick the towel across your back and then tilt your head from side to side to get the water out of your ears. The way that you walked, the way you ran, all these little things that you would do I never want to forget. My Sweet Harley, as I am writing this tears are streaming down my face. Until next time my Sweet Son.....I Love & Miss You! You Are Always With Me!!! Please look out for Johnny and Nicole and all that knew and love you!!!! I Carry You In My Thoughts And Heart Just As I Carried You In My Womb!!! Love, Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Remembering You At Work / Beverly (Mother) My Sweet Harley, Today was an exhausting day, I got home from work and started to clean the house and Dan came home, he was just getting gas and was going to the store for some Gatorade, so I told him I would go to the store for him and then to the job. They were working a couple of streets from Fro's house. When I got there the guys took a break and Frankie Brown was working with them, I was surprised to see him and gave him a big hug. I was going to come back home but decided to stay & help chip some limbs, well all I could think about was when you would go to work for Dan and I would stop by the job on my way home from work and sometimes I would stay and help out. I still have your work pants that you used for tree work and then to frame houses, they are all faded and have a lot of rips in them, but I took them out and looked at them yesterday and I just started to cry and cry. Oh Harley, I miss you so much that I can't stand it, it wasn't supposed to be this way, I should go first. I am cheated and robbed of seeing you get married and have children, I will never get to hug you and kiss you, I will never get to tell you face to face how proud I am of you, I will never get to tell your children of all the funny antics you did when you were a small boy and as a teenager. My Heart aches so much and it is very lonely without you, I guess I will go through life asking God "WHY"? I never ever thought one of my children would die before me, you were so young and healthy and so full of life and laughter and had everything to live for. I do not think I have any faith left, maybe in time I will, but not now. Please look out for Johnny as he needs your guidance and keep him safe, guide him in the right direction and also watch out for Drew and all who love you. You Are Always In My Thoughts And Forever In My Heart!!!! I Love You And Miss You My Sweet Harley!!!!!!! Love, Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Missing My Son!! / Beverly (Mother) Sweet Harley, I get so very anxious for Sunday to get here as that is when I go visit you and talk to you and tidy up the flowers and knik-knaks at your grave. Dan came with me today and I fertilized and watered your rose bush, it has one flower on it and it is red. I hope it does well in the winter time. Yesterday was not a good day for me I felt like I was going to go crazy, so I washed the walls in the house and took all the mini-blinds down and took them outside and sprayed them with Mean Green (they were pretty dirty) they look like new. I remember you always washing down the porch, well Dan and Eddie bought a pressure washer together and I used it on the porch yesterday, you would have loved using it, it works great. Harley, I miss you so much that sometimes I feel like I am going to just go crazy, I will always wish that God would have taken me instead of you, life is so very lonely and some people have told me that it gets easier, but it is getting harder and harder. I will be a grieving Mother till the day I die, only a parent that has lost a child knows the pain and heartache that I feel. Well Drew had surgery on Monday and said he might be getting out on Friday, but I haven't heard from him, I know that you were by his side and looking out for him, please keep looking out for him and Johnny, they need special guidance, look out for Nicole as she is having a hard time because you are not here. Well Harley, I am going to go to bed as I have to work in the morning, so I will write you tomorrow. Goodnight and Sweet Dreams!!!!! You Are Always In My Heart & Thoughts!!!! I Love And Miss You So Much!!!! Love, Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Your'e In My Heart And Soul!! / Beverly (Mom)
My Sweet Harley, You're the first one I think of Each morning when I rise, You're the last one I think of Each night when I close my eyes.
You're in each thought I have And every breath I take, You're with me every moment Of each and every day.
My love for you is unconditional You're in my heart and soul, For you are my flesh and blood, I love you and miss you with all my heart.
Now, forever and through eternity I'll keep you in my thoughts and forever in my heart!!!!
Sweet Harley, I Love You and Miss You More and More Each Day!!!!
The pain of losing you is unbearable!!!!!
Love, Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Another Weekend Without My Son / Beverly (Mother) Sweet Harley, We all miss you and love you so very much, my mind is always on you and so many memories flash in and out of my thoughts, from the time you were born till the last night I saw you. I pray for all the parent's that lose a child because I share their pain and heartache. I told you that Drew went in the hospital for a pressure sore, well he was discharged last Sunday and had to go back the next day, his fever came back and the infection went deeper into the bone. He is getting surgery on Monday and will have to have a piece of his pelvic bone cut out, that is the only way the infection will heal, so please look out for him, you were his best friend and he misses you so much. Today is Drew's Birthday, Johnny went to visit him, Dan and I would have gone but Dan had to go bid two jobs and then we went to visit you, please also look out for Johnny, he loves and misses you so much. Johnny and Keri are still going out and Keri is a wonderful, loving girl, I hope that one day her and Johnny get married. Johnny can be moody at times. Nicole is still with T.J. and they argue a lot, now she is the moody one, and of course she hollers just like I do, I wish I could be soft-spoken and laid-back like you are, but I can't, I am to high strung. Harley, you had the best personality and were always smiling. I miss you so much and would trade places with you if it was possible. Until next time *My Sweet Harley*...... You Are Always In My Heart And Thoughts!!!!!! I Love You And I Will Grieve For You Till The Day I Die!!! Love, Momma xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox